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November '05 -- guest edited by Claudia Smith |
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In church that day, I was wearing my leather suede with all its fringes; I felt cute and happy everywhere I wore it. I made it. The organist played an arpeggio I knew like religion. And then my dad screamed. No one admitted he was sick until then. I remembered seeing Mickey in the pew ahead. We were playgrounders, going from park to park and swinging. I'd known him since diapers. My dad stayed in an institution. I gave Mickey my jacket and made myself a new one. We see-sawed, matching, team. Before I had to move away, Mickey and I finally kissed. Now my father tells me either I hate you or I love you. Someone told me Mickey shot himself. I know it’s true. At his stone, I strip, vomiting, a jacket. |
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